Maverik Arxial Knights & Kiyoto Scythen Nijiko (ex_warstar150) wrote in childrenofstars,
Maverik Arxial Knights & Kiyoto Scythen Nijiko
ex_warstar150
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Hm, I suppose...

You all don't want to hear from me. That's probably a good thing, knowing that *I* am the one that invites disaster and discord. Correct? And I can already hear a multiple chorus of 'Yes!' in the minds of many.

As it is, I have no disaster, only discord. My group is gone. Not wiped out, merely... gone. I dismantled the team, put them back to where they lived, and got their jobs back or found new, better ones. I have no more need of my friends dying on me. For going it alone, I've survived this far. Correct, Mother?

It seems that even though the world -revolts- at me, I still manage to find time to laugh at the stupidity of this misbegotten waste of an earthen sphere. And laugh, I always will, at the careless mistake of mine that brought me here, when I should have avoided the questioning gazes of all that ventured into Hades to retrieve me.

You bastards.

None of you should have asked me to come here. But I no longer have to remorse for YOUR actions. At least several pieces of revenge have been given, and several.. more dire enemies slain. But two of you that will eventually read this have brought worse and worse at me as these years go on, and I am tired of the aggravated assaults generated by distrust and wrongful vengeance.

At this time, with my group gone back to their lives, I ask all of you a question.

Would any of you rather I leave soon, or continue to stay here?

I expect no answers, no sadness. I expect nothing, for to expect something is to blunder blindly into possibilities.
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Hm ... I'm sorry. I still see potential for you my dear. You mustn't get so fired up. Revenge is best served cold ... not burnt to a crisp. Much more satisfying when you drink the blood of your enemies. However, you have indeed survived thus far and for this you have my unwavering respect. In retrospect, I must ask that you not push your mother's hurt. It's painful to see you in such a state.

Watching you always,

The White Queen
Potential. Such hope, yet such despair if the potential doesn't become reality.

Revenge was served colder than Leviathan's blades. I am thankful you taught me that much.

I have survived this far, and I am exhausted more and more every time I raise my fists in the slightest. I know your respect, how deep down it goes, and it is one of the three things that keep my strength from faltering. I just wonder how much further I can go, and to what means I tried accomplishing.
Speaking of this ... I'll be giving you a call sometime this upcoming week. I need a favor from you.
A favor, hmm...? I will do what I can, Mother.
As a native resident of the planet, I believe I speak for many when I say thank you for coming, but you are no longer needed here. I don't think I need to say why. 73
But you are not the White Queen, nor do you have Her authority. Seneshal.
Sorry, I thought you were asking everyone. 9
I was, but it felt to me like you were assuming a voice for many. And that 'many' you refer to have in no way contacted or otherwise let me know what their thoughts were.
I apologize for the pedantic question, as it seems fairly clear from your writings, but what exactly did you come to Terra for?